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LONELY.
Posted on: Friday, January 9, 2009 Posted at: LONELY.
Haiz. 1 word on my mind now - LONELY. Our friendships are falling apart, not very close to each other. Seriously, I know what I'm going to say is abit gay but well, I actually feel like crying when I read my friends' blogs. I am very sure many of you guys have at least an extremely close best friend. Well for me, it's either I lost them or I simply never had one. I know i'm too emotional HAHAS but I just feel very lonely. I don't really have any friends now which i can really confide in with. I am really disappointed with myself too. I am always stuck in the middle of things. Why can't I be like a calefare and pretend i don't really exist? Afterall, I personally feel that I have never fit into any clique before. I just feel like an extra. And I don't think I can be a decision-maker in the social life because I can never make proper decisions in such situations. Everytime I try to make friends, I don't think I'll be that successful. I think I'll be like a total extra. I suppose I'll just keep quiet and just wait to graduate.
Even if I were to hang out with my friends, I think it'll make no difference if I weren't there.
I suppose I am sorry if I were to offend any of my close friends out there. I really appreciate everything I have but at this point of time, I just feel lonely. I don't know why. Maybe my mind isn't working perfectly normal right now. I am just afraid my mood tomorrow will be ruined because what I am thinking right now. So, please don't be worried if you see me in a very lonely mood tomorrow.
But what's the point of pouring all my sorrows on this lame blog? I doubt many people actually visit.
